Writing a poem in prose

The goodbye will be hard because it wont mean as much to you as it will to me. It wont be a "see you in a month" goodbye. It will be a "i'll never get to see you again". I will never feel your touch again or just the simple feeling of your eyes on me. I will never get to feel any of those things you and only you could make me feel. You're gonna meet other people and forget about me like an old song you get tired of from playing too much. While you're going to be the only song that's constantly playing on my mind no matter where i go.

There's one thing i'm deeply afraid to forget however. I'm afraid to forget your deep but soothing voice. The one that made my heart stop. I promise i'll try not to but my mind will be filled with so many new ones that i'll probably end up forgetting it, no matter how hard i try not to.

I know i'm gonna go insane without you. Everything will remind me of you { or maybe it already does}. I will find your smile in bright summer nights and your touch in dark summer nights. You will have spread pieces of you in every place i go to, in every song i listen to. And the worst in any of that is that there's nothing i can do to prevent the bleeding. I just have to watch you leave and never come back

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