Diaries Anna

Diaries Anna:

Week 1 (25 septembre -1 octobre):

As a 23-year-old Ukrainian studying for a master's degree in Parcours Expertise, Ingénierie et Projets Internationaux at the University of Paris-Est Créteil, I am still not used to my new life in France. Now my Motherland, Ukraine, is facing the trials of the war that forced me to leave my country. Fortunately, when I arrived, my boyfriend Oleg was already in France. Our relationship has been going on for about 8 years, but we've been through a lot. Distance through training, through war. This summer, Oleh and I decided to make a big change in our lives. We adopted a dog from Ukraine after the explosion at the Kakhovska Hydroelectric Station. The dog has been a source of joy and challenge in our daily routine. We're working with a dog trainer due to the dog's separation anxiety and fear issues. This week has been a mix of emotions. I've been keeping up with my studies, and Oleh also. We've been taking turns caring for our new dog and learning how to manage his anxiety. Classes have been demanding, but I'm determined to excel in my program. Our dog is slowly adjusting to his new life in France. Thursday, Oleg and I enjoyed a quiet evening together. The weekend arrived, and we took our dog for a long walk in a nearby park. The weather was lovely, and it was a nice break from our busy routines. We're learning to balance our responsibilities as dog parents. Oleg and I had a picnic at a local park. We discussed our plans and goals, both academically and personally. Now it is difficult to have plans and think about the future, after which we all had plans that were destroyed by russia's war against Ukraine. (among Ukrainians, the manner of writing russia with a lowercase letter has expanded due to the war).  As the week draws to a close, I think about the challenges and the successes. It is a constant path of adaptation and growth. I am glad that I made a timely and correct decision (to enter the university), many Ukrainians do not have such an opportunity.

Week 2 (2-8 octobre):

This week began with the usual schedule of classes at the University of Paris-Est Créteil. I tried to combine studying with housework, volunteering, personal experiences, taking care of our dog, who is still struggling with separation anxiety. The ongoing war in Ukraine is a constant source of concern. My studies have been intense, but I remain committed to my Master's program. Oleg and I worked diligently with our dog's trainer to resolve his separation anxiety. There is still a lot of work ahead. The weather turned colder and we started making hearty stews and soups for dinner. This is comforting in the face of the current challenges in Ukraine. The war is a heavy burden in my head. The news from Ukraine is disappointing, and I wish safety for the people there. Oleg and I spent time in the park with the dog this week. The weekend was a combination of rest and reflection, and like every week, volunteering. Our dog's progress brings joy, and Oleg and I appreciate the time we spend together. Sunday marked the end of a difficult week. We kept hope for better days in Ukraine.

Week 3 (9- 15 octobre) :

The week began with a sense of routine. I immersed myself in my studies at the University of Paris-Est Créteil. The war in Ukraine remains a heavy burden on my heart, and I often think of my family and friends back home. The classes were difficult and I devoted many hours to my work. Oleg and I continue to support each other in our daily responsibilities and challenges. Our dog is slowly but surely overcoming separation anxiety. Cool fall weather has set in and it's been a bit of a shock to our systems. But I love autumn. Usually these are memories and associations with comfort. But after last year, it is also the fear of approaching winter, frost, possible bombings of the whole of Ukraine and blackouts, lack of heat and light. We enjoy some moments of normal life, but at the same time it is very strange to realize. Although I am physically far from my homeland, my heart remains close to my loved ones who are going through these difficult times. Overall, week 3 was a combination of hard academics, personal growth and constant focus on caring for our dog. Our furry companion's successes in overcoming separation anxiety give us a sense of accomplishment and deepen our family bond. I am learning to manage my studies, navigate the difficulties of life in a foreign country, and stay in touch with my roots in Ukraine.

Week 4 (15 – 21 octobre) : Belgium Mobility.

My educational mobility to Belgium began with a focus on "education populaire". I had the opportunity to explore a new country and culture, as well as delve into the study of public education. Four interviews with my research team provided valuable information. We visited several organizations, talked to people on the streets. My days in Belgium are filled with scientific discussions, lectures and research. I had the opportunity to walk through Brussels alone twice. Loved this city very much. It was also very pleasant to notice signs of support for Ukraine (flags, stickers, murals, ribbons, quotes, graffiti everywhere in the city). The change of scenery is refreshing and I am grateful for this learning experience. Food in Belgium is a great change from our usual food. Waffles, chocolates and local cuisine were a treat. The weather in Belgium was cool, my colleagues were freezing, but I enjoyed the weather. I was tired this week due to the busy pace and schedule, but it was useful and recharged me well. When we visited the European Commission, I saw a video broadcast in the lobby showing the consequences of the destruction caused by a Russian missile in the Ukrainian city of Kramatorsk. I spent a lot of time there as a child, my great-grandmother lived there and we went there in the summer. I wanted to cry when I saw this video, but no one understood. The Belgium mobility broadened my perspective on «education populaire”. I feel inspired by the diverse approaches and ideas we have shared during our research activities. Completing my mobility in Belgium, I expand on the enriching experience and knowledge gained.

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