A note before dying
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A Note Before Dying
A mate once said “everyone has reasons for the sake of not being well”
Today I shall clarify mine
At the moments of shallow mind and thoughts everything is purely dark and meaningless
Every joyful moment is yet just another reason of blaming self and what made that self
The word “self” is relative in those dark yet colorful stances
The outside world expect me to dance at my birthday party
But, my depression drags me to its darkest circle
Today I shall clarify the state which leads to stateless life and being
The endurance of agony declares its independence
It declares its limited power to composite the limitless of a monster
A monster who determines my poor self as it eternal dwelling
Today is a beautiful day that should be celebrated with joyfulness and happiness
Today, as all other days, is a point where myself hesitates between living or dying
December 5th is the day which society herby states as my birthday
Yet the swinging states of my domed mind declares it’s a day as all other days
Today I shall clarify to my fellows
That what you see is not always what it is
I may seem happy, determined, meaningful…..Alive
But, the individualized reality says the just the opposite of every life-filled adjective
Sometimes myself reaches a point where it doesn’t know itself
A point where seeking the inner truth is its highest priority
Yet Society blames me for the gloomy, lazy, mysterious behaviours
Which my domed self displays as a way to escape an ignorant reality
As a shield to protect its damaged being from a complete destruction
A destruction that is inevitably taking place sooner or later
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