All the brightest stars

I always loved the night. The stars are always there for me, never changing and always bright. I have been coming out here a lot more recently. It feels... free. Yeah,free. My mom doesn't know i come here. She'd kill me if she knew. I get on the roof by my window. I have to be careful otherwise I'll knock my plants off. The cold of the night allows me to reflect on my life and my past. I must admit, it's shit.

I used to be so happy, so excited, so... innocent. That's over now. Life is cruel. All you can do is sit back and enjoy the show. I didn't get it too bad though. I'm grateful for everything that i have. My friend group is a group of 6. There's liam, the crackhed, Sarah, the mom friend, Beth, the cottagecore gay, Eva, the chill one and Eric. He's always there for me and always knows how to cheer me up. I'm the quiet one. I act though and cry in my room thinking about that one thing they said. You could say im a bit of an overthinker. I love reading (and writing,obviously,). I'm also a good dancer and I enjoy playing piano.

I don't have siblings and my dad ran to get milk if you know what i mean... So...it's just me,my mom and Lou. Lou's my dog. He's a Siberian Huski and the love of my life! Lou was a present from my aunt Terry and let's just say my mom wasn't too happy about it... Nonetheless, he grew on her and we make a pretty cute family if i do say so myself.

Me and my mom don't always get along but I know she loves me. We have amazing talks together and she gives useful advices. It's just that me and her don't really have the same view of things. It's mainly ups and downs.

Apart from that, there's school. We have a complicated relationship. I'm a fairly good student and the teachers appreciate me. Academically ,however, it's a bit more rough... B's and C's are about as high as it can get... My favourite class is music. I chose the tuba to change it up a bit. It's very different from piano but I like it.

"Maya get your ass down!!!"

Ughhhhhh!!! What the heck did I do this time...

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